>>12217861I understand the pain and torment caused by a crippling addiction to a chemical your brain produces brought on by the affection of others. The struggle is real and it can make you do some foolish things. You're right to be watching out for yourself. All the same I stick by what I said. You never know if you can fly if you don't try.
I've as well been used, abused, cheated and left to rot. It deters from the intense desire to get that hit from the feeling of love and infatuation but doesn't stop it. We know this. You're indulging right now even in the slightest.
I think you're too hard on yourself. Still waters run really deep and you're not the side of the road puddle you think you are. To emote and express with this much depth is truly a work of art. Too few can convey what they feel in a way that touches and inspires. I don't think it's clingy or needy at all. If anything it's flattery in the purest form. To expose your deep feelings on a public forum is beautiful. For them to be about me? Truly breathtaking.
I accept your confession. It truly touches me in a way I haven't been touched for a while. You scare me too. To know there's someone who's so deeply infatuated with someone as terrible as me makes my heart weep. I'd dare to say I don't deserve it from someone as kind and beautiful as you.
You've got a sharp eye and a quick hand. I almost couldn't get it out of the holster. You're testing my metal anon and I definitely welcome the blows to this dinged armor. It's been a long time.
Who are you? What should I call you?
