>>15207824>Though, why keep doing it, then? Do you just like that state?no i hate anxiety and paranoia, i guess at this point it is just half habit and half it still brings some sort of pleasure or relief, also as long as i just stay at home in the comfyness of my room the anxiety and whatnot is no real issue, its mostly when i go outside i tend to get paranoid, but then again that has faded with the years, it used to be alot worse, now i barely give a shit anymore
>hope you don't get too much into anything more than what you already dowell as i said
> so ive never felt a need to do it againit was just anticlimactic, also its expensive as fuck, i have only ever been offered it for free i would never pay for that shit
