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Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:23:30 No.10201405 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>10202066

anyone incapable of actually being intimate?
it goes the same way
>meet someone drunk
>absolutely manic first phase
>starts going wrong
>feel like shit
>blow it up
>repeat
>feel better alone but also lonely
every time

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:28:21 No.10201415 Report

Quoted By: >>10201427

That's all on you because you're emotionally unavailable and have a crippling paranoid anxiety that overwhelms your ability to get close enough to anyone to form a meaningful relationship and as such you'll continue to fall in and out of relationships until you get your shit together.

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Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:32:21 No.10201427 Report

Quoted By: >>10201436

>>10201415
oof
i think you're right
but i can't handle being hurt. there's reasons

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:34:22 No.10201436 Report

Quoted By: >>10201438

>>10201427
>there's reasons
Yeah and I know them all too well. The very same what I said still holds. You're the one at fault letting your painful past get in the way of your future. Stop using it as an excuse and a crutch.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:35:18 No.10201438 Report

Quoted By: >>10201473

>>10201436
look if you're the namefag i am really sorry i was going for effect and not sincerity

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:3WTbs4Y5 Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:35:40 No.10201440 Report

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>meet someone
kek
>drunk
double kek
>feel better alone
yeeeee
>also lonely
meh, if I could live on my own I would, but frankly if you don't socialise you miss out on sweet deals

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:41:42 No.10201473 Report

Quoted By: >>10201483

>>10201438
You talk about your problems all the time here and everyone can see you're a complete mess. Why should anyone want to be around you?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:42:45 No.10201483 Report

Quoted By: >>10201492

>>10201473
i'm a lot more comfortable when they're not, lol

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:44:57 No.10201492 Report

Quoted By: >>10201495

>>10201483
Then you come and whine about it so it's obvious you want SOMEONE around to do whatever it is you do with but you're too afraid and paranoid to do anything to change it. Like a dog chasing its tail.

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Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:45:48 No.10201495 Report

Quoted By: >>10201504

>>10201492
well, yeah?
sitting on the borderline of wanting someone but no desire to cross it

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:48:47 No.10201504 Report

Quoted By: >>10201511

>>10201495
So lets recap. If you keep doing what you're doing you'll continue to be miserable. You don't know what would happen if you take the plunge but you're too afraid. Sounds like it would be very easy for you to see what you need to do. Take the plunge and let someone in sincerely or kill yourself because we're all kind of sick of hearing it.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:50:14 No.10201511 Report

Quoted By: >>10201531

>>10201504
>kill yourself because we're all kind of sick of hearing it.
hey hey settle i was just seeing how normal it was

there are two outcomes but they're both valid and not knowing the objectively correct one is normal

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:56:16 No.10201531 Report

Quoted By: >>10201539

>>10201511
THERE IS NO CORRECT YOU FAGGOT all of love is a fucking battle and a war with your partner. You can either get ground and keep it or surrender like a little bitch to bow your head in shame. If you're too afraid to charge the line because you're a weak man then get in the rear with the gear but don't whine about it later when you're stuffing yourself full of libation until you're so damaged nobody wants you. What tales would you rather tell your friends and family? That you were a cuck who couldn't push through your own fears or you were a chad who risked it all for big glory?

Reimu

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Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:57:34 No.10201535 Report

Quoted By: >>10201865

be nice people

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Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 09:59:28 No.10201539 Report

Quoted By: >>10201865

>>10201531
also i'm aware the threads are annoying okay. maybe would have fit on /r9k/ better probably

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:eLTPsqMw Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:00:54 No.10201541 Report

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dadc

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:04:22 No.10201865 Report

Quoted By: >>10201884 >>10201896

>>10201535
People aren't nice to me. Why should I be nice to them?
>>10201539
Maybe if you weren't such a rude asshole with mood swings like a woman you wouldn't be in this mess. Go to /r9k/ with Cowboy if you want to be a mopey homo not doing anything about your situation. Nothing moves if you don't and you're not moving. Just digging a hole that you think someone will want to bail you out of. Ultimately that's what you want. A bailout from your own wretched life.
>ooooooohhhhh anon I'm so miserable won't you please save me~
>I can't do it myself I'm too hurt from one event ;__;
>please have pity on my tortured soul

Reimu

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Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:07:53 No.10201884 Report

Quoted By: >>10201913

>>10201865
that aussie is nice to me, thats why you have to be nice to him, please

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Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:10:27 No.10201896 Report

Quoted By: >>10201913

>>10201865
hey come on though admit you were impressed that was like 6 litre bottles

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:16:11 No.10201913 Report

Quoted By: >>10201917 >>10201918 >>10201945

>>10201884
That shit deserves whatever I give to him. He knows what he did. I'll be nice to him when he's ready to do what he has to in order to earn it. Had his chance and he blew it big time. I don't even let my ex get away with that kind of shit and I've actually done stuff to hurt him.
>>10201896
Was impressed you were still alive. Thought for sure you'd be dead or in rehab by now. Wait weren't you in rehab for a bit? Didn't you "quit" for some new guy? Oh right. The whole paranoia thing made you believe it's not worth taking the risk since it might happen again.
Imagine getting shot once then just giving up. What a pussy.

Reimu

Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:17:24 No.10201917 Report

Quoted By: >>10201952

>>10201913
if you dont like him then ignore him

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Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:17:25 No.10201918 Report

Quoted By: >>10201952

>>10201913
not even mad
but maybe using the board as a sounding board for ideas is kind of either rude or annoying

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:20:15 No.10201945 Report

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>>10201913
didn't read the top part
>I'll be nice to him when he's ready to do what he has to in order to earn i
okay though what's that

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:21:57 No.10201952 Report

Quoted By: >>10201978 >>10201980

>>10201917
You're not my mommy! My mommy is asleep in the other room since imma big boi that stays up late and doesn't eat breakfast. Don't mess with me Reimu or I'll use all my GBP's to get another airsoft gun and I'll print out a picture of you then shoot it when I'm angry and cry to my mommy about how much of a meanie you are.
>>10201918
>maybe using the board is kind of either rude or annoying
Ftfy
If you want to talk to me you know what you have to do and I won't accept it privately. You have to do it here. In front of all our "frens".

Reimu

Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:23:32 No.10201978 Report

Quoted By: >>10201991

>>10201952
do it!

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:23:42 No.10201980 Report

Quoted By: >>10201991

>>10201952
should we talk, though?
i'm very deliberately phasing the internet out of my life and going outside already despite this thread and i've been doing a lot better without the internet or the people on it. that's the real hole i've dug

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:m2wLz7No Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:25:18 No.10201988 Report

Quoted By:

Jesus christ how old are you guys

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:27:20 No.10201991 Report

Quoted By: >>10201994 >>10201999

>>10201978
Imma go wake her up right now and tell her you're being a meanie and that I want a juice box! Meanie!
>>10201980
>should we
That's not really a question. It's a decision you have to make of your own accord of whether you want to or not. I can't determine if it's a good idea. I seem to be the only one who you orbit and that can "handle" you. Trust me I get trying to phase out the internet. I went on a 2 week hiatus from everything and everyone. A lot more miserable when you don't even have frens you can talk to about your shit so I came back but cleaned house. CLEAN YOUR GODDAMN ROOM and you'll find that most of your online problems get solved....but you probably won't. You'll probably stay in that hole until it too becomes 80 proof.

Reimu

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Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:28:19 No.10201994 Report

Quoted By: >>10202013

>>10201991
i dont fear that

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Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:29:49 No.10201999 Report

Quoted By: >>10202013

>>10201991
i cleaned the damn room
offering an apology if you'd accept it
boy this wasn't the direction i thought the thread would go, roping actually looks better as a direct result of it. that's the real lesson here.

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:34:00 No.10202013 Report

Quoted By: >>10202015 >>10202017

>>10201994
Mommy told me to tell you that you're a meanie and if you don't have anything to say then to shut up.
>>10201999
Yeah that's what happens when you make a shit thread late at night you don't think anyone will see. I'll see it and I'll be more than happy to come shit it up. The lesson here is don't make shitty discord threads *shrug*.
>offering an apology if you'd accept it
I would. Put on your tap shoes shirley and make it a good one.
https://youtu.be/8N--hfS-M3A

Reimu

Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:35:29 No.10202015 Report

Quoted By: >>10202023

>>10202013
i have to say that you should be nice to my aussie friend

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:35:44 No.10202017 Report

Quoted By: >>10202023

>>10202013
sorry

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:37:52 No.10202023 Report

Quoted By: >>10202025 >>10202028

>>10202015
Come on Reimu. If you don't recognize me by now then I'm hurt. I'd only be rude to high proof aussie if he did something like....
>>10202017
For? I don't want this happening again and want to know you learned your lesson so I don't have to be rude anymore.

Reimu

Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:38:57 No.10202025 Report

Quoted By: >>10202042

>>10202023
i knew who you are before i entered the thread, silly

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:39:32 No.10202028 Report

Quoted By: >>10202042

>>10202023
the lengthy incredibly personal tirade that shouldn't have happened

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:45:02 No.10202042 Report

Quoted By: >>10202050 >>10202057

>>10202025
Well I'd hope so. It's not easy being this shitty of a poster. So you in pepsi land now or you using a proxy?
>>10202028
>tirade
Oh I liked that. Adding it to my personal repertoire.
Apology accepted. Just don't do it again. I'm not your enemy. I spent a lot of time watching you wanting to talk with you but you were being a booty. Hmu with a FR when you're ready. I won't be on until the morning though.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:46:29 No.10202050 Report

Quoted By: >>10202055

>>10202042
deleted discord though but i'm glad
take care

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:47:19 No.10202055 Report

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>>10202050
You know where I'm at. Good luck on the outside. I mean that.

Reimu

Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:47:36 No.10202057 Report

Quoted By: >>10202069

>>10202042
got a range ban because of that danish guy
how is it going?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:kM6EYgVm Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:52:02 No.10202066 Report

Quoted By: >>10202070

>>10201405
My brain just shits itself every time I get close to intimacy

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:52:58 No.10202069 Report

Quoted By: >>10202071

>>10202057
Lame. Spammers ruin all the fun of this place and end up getting our most consistent posters banned.
I've been alright. Trying to clean house, tie up loose ends and bury the hatchet with a lot of people. Shits gotten fucked up over the past few years and well....it's time to change it. Other than that just quarantine life making me a neet again.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:53:03 No.10202070 Report

Quoted By: >>10202072

>>10202066
yeah, you get it

Reimu

Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:54:32 No.10202071 Report

Quoted By: >>10202085

>>10202069
i use that time to read more and enjoy my time
use you time well, i will play civ 5 now

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:kM6EYgVm Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:54:56 No.10202072 Report

Quoted By: >>10202080

>>10202070
Its like the function for close human contact just doesnt exist in my brain and infuriating, I can hardly give my mother a hug without freezing up

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:POLM9w+c Mon 27 Apr 2020 10:58:56 No.10202080 Report

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>>10202072
i get what you mean
it really depends who it is though

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Anonymous ID:1fLJQg4t Mon 27 Apr 2020 11:01:09 No.10202085 Report

Quoted By: >>10202087

>>10202071
>civ v
Pacal and Bouddica are best for religious builds which synch well with fin builds. Have fun. Good seeing you.

Reimu

Reimu ID:Swxf8tKr Mon 27 Apr 2020 11:02:10 No.10202087 Report

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>>10202085
nuhuh, i play the polish, because i never did

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