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Pandora's Box

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> Be 25, a broken bloomer
> Struggle with the ability to find out what I even am
> Over time, nobody helps even with finding out who I am, let alone helps with small tasks
> Realize that my toxic family birthed a toxic child and that my transgressions are mediocre and deserving of a second look on life
> Wondering if a Go-Getter can even be birthed from a Broken Bloomer, see no articles or memes on it from wojacks
> Decide to say fuck it and try a different way in life, one that will allow me to find my way
> Talk with some friends, realize I have more than I originally thought
> Realize I've been suppressing who I truly was for 15 years ever since my life crumbled and required me to grow up fast
> I have growing up to do, and so does everyone else
> Possibly a mover but through the entirety of life as a being rather than having simply escaped my emotionless father.
> Talk with my mom about my feelings, cry a little in the process
> She says she's sorry for the past and I am too
> Look over the wojak memes and decide that maybe the best way to change for the better isn't to go looking for other ideas, but create my own
> Realize that maybe I need to grow up
> Sit in silence in Discord calls and chats, just thinking
> Realize I've been internalizing my feelings out of fear, which was running the whole show

> Shrug gently at my screen
> Smile at my stupidity
> Realize I've been a broken bloomer this whole time
> Wants to become a bloomer... again.