> be me, 46yo who likes loli and shota
> go to a loli discord server
> *someone enters the server and leaves a mega link and says "enjoy anons"
> I open it, the is like 45GB of content, I start downloading
> it finishes, I take a look at the fisrt folder and see really good lolicon images and 3D animation and I think "I'm so gonna fap to this tonight before sleeping
> the day finishes and I'm eager to see it all
> realize that only the first folder is drawing, the rest is the real thing
> curiosity got the best of me, started watching.....started fapping....furiously.... several times....
> my pp no cum anymore.jpeg
> feel-bad.jpeg
> well, it's not like Im hurting anybody
> fall asleep tired
> wake up, have breakfast, got horny watch more videos that i haven't seen, fap again, and again, and again
> post nut clarity hits hard
> try to delete folder
> horny part of brain says "you already commited a crime, at least watch the hole thing"
> there is too much, most of the videos are only 10mb - 15mb, not good quality but better that I would expect, the one who encoded it knew what he was doing
> there is also lots of images
> I fap mostly to videos, the more extreme, the better
> reach to some rape videos of the same girl, they are numbered
> there's 43 videos, first 8 videos she is crying the hole time
> the rest she just lays there, even following instructions, not crying, not sad, not happy just... indifferent
> that's when it hits me (yeah, it took that long)
> start thinkding "what if it was my little cousin's in the video? would I like it?"
> wanna kill myself, but so horny I fap anymay
> post nut clarity hits HARDER THAN EVER
> crying.jpeg
> next day I go out to the store, I cant avoid to check out every little girl ass, get hard
> "oh no no no no.jpeg"
> go back home, think I want to die.....while watching more videos, they seem to have no end
this have been my life for the last week
