>>11695575>pain was managablepsychological- yes, because it was overshadowed by immense physical pain
and they keptbgoing because natural self preservation instinct, those who didn't went kaboom on their head, their genes didn't pass on, less people have manic depression
music sweet music.. ughhhh, I wish I could caress
>eliteswhat are you talking about elites back then were the only ones with actual depression back then
as in... genuine brain disfigurstion that causes lack of dopamine and serotonin release
everybody else was "depressed" but they were either high on body's endorphines from pain or they were high on GABA A agonists (alchohol)
shit how many people I know; normal life, good parents, happy childhood, happy relstionships, happy happy happy... depression
you cannot explain this, funded studies and everything, they know of pain but not ohysical; why? dunno, not pretending I do
>hipocrissybut uh... where is the hipocrissy though?
they are themselves, that's the problem they face, because them being them just isn't accepted, and they can either suffer mental collapse by play pretending or just stay at home
extroverts though... they are kinda selfish though, is it litteraly impossible for them to stay at home for just a while? do they have to go out every day? every week? hell even every month? once every two months was more than sufficient for me; besides, most people are not inside they are out the working... why on earth they hafta go party???
>diet cokeit was day after I got 10 mg diazepam injected in me bum
