>>1250993PART FUCKING 1 ( i know , i shud go do something productive with my time)
>There is no God and life doesn't matterbullshit u don't know that for sure , imo there is a plan of some sort and it's pretty obvious to me , i can see it , i can't really explain it in words though , or maybe i just don't wanna put the effort in
listen , if it is all pointless i don't give a shit , fuck everything , fuck being a chad and all that shit , i just don't care and i rather just neck myself right now
problem is , i'm not sure if that's the case , i'm in ambiguous territory and i've been like this for like 5 years now , it sucks , i want out
way i see it though , i'm not sure if there is an ultimate meaning but i do know that there are higher authorities , supernatural shit , also aliens , i'm not fucking joking dude , 100% serious
anyways
i think each of us can reach their own fulfillment , maybe not be happy but be fullfilled , be content
i think it has something to do with reincarantion but i'm not sure , it also has something to do with race i.e you evolve into something higher if you earn it
i dunno , it might be wishful thinking on my part but i don't think it is , it legit seems that way to me
either way , it's not all just material shit i.e "you're born , you maybe reproduce and then you die and that's it forever" , i know it's not that , for a fact
but it's still not enough , it just isn't , i don't care if maybe we reincarante because what's the fucking ultimate point of it all? you know? i need to fucking know to keep going
i still just fucking wanna die all the time , i'm always depressed and angry , it sucks
