>>13026825>It’s really notHaving nothing to eat, is that not terrible?
Having no home, is that not terrible?
Having to witness and experience violence, is that not terrible?
Maybe i'm imagining the collapse all wrong, but i'm quite certain that, at the least, the above will come true when it happens.
What is it then if not terrible?
Will i have the opportunity to play music?
Will i have the opportunity to hang out with friends and have a good time?
I don't know about you, but having to suffer does not do me any good, on the contrary, it brings me down, makes me sad and stifles my intellectual abilities. I suck if i'm under any kind of pressure. I am more sensitive to pain than most people, and can't handle being in pain well at all. Most work, especially if it's physically demanding, makes me depressed and kills my will to live. People then say 'You'll get used to it, eventually it'll get better' and then refuse to believe me when i explain to them that it just gets worse and worse for me as time goes by. And unlike most people i also don't like competitions, challenges and fighting. In my opinion it brings out all sorts of bad things in people. I have never punched anyone in the face in my whole life, never held a gun in my hands either, and i certainly don't want an opportunity to change either of those things.
I simply wasn't made for this world as it is now, and i wasn't made for the way the world will work after the collapse. I ask myself every day what am i even doing here, and most of the time i can't come up with anything at all, others haven't been able to tell me either.
I envy how most people can just cruise through life despite all the troubles they face, nothing sticks to them, they just go on and on like nothing, while i get mental scars that wont go away for things that happened decades ago.
Can you understand now that when you say 'It's not terrible, there is so much opportunity' all i feel is frustration? You probably don't, nobody does...
