>>13037551EXOTERIC
You have to fight hard to maintain awareness (pure observation of 5 external senses and 5 internal centers) and basically become a buddhist monk type nigga, you gotta astral project, you gotta meditate deep into your own egos daily for hours and exhaustively root out every memory of them affecting you, you gotta be constantly 100% dedicated to it, total life revolving around it, shit's too vague and difficult for my lazy ass tho
