>>14074195Howwww
I had a good friend in first year of uni, she basically adopted me. She's the kind of a person to work at some obscure job with barely any means of living, take her bf to Woodstock for a day in between shifts, don't sleep for 48 hours, while doing a shift after the Woodstock, then make a hitchiker race with a bunch of friends across entire Poland with some point systems like carrying big objects with you and ending up in points that are not on the map and are hard to get out of etc. with a finish in the mountains where all of you will be walking most of the day, climbing shit (she didn't even take a break once she got there, got out of the car, checked at hotel, went for mountain's peak), then do some crazy eight day living in the woods stuff with a lake for a shower and foxes pissing over your gear and I'm pretty sure there was some other adventure after that as well.
On top of being top of the class student with infinite energy, great grades but somehow weak psyche when it came to self-doubt and wanting to give up on studying. Without her randomly calling me everyday to study together for hours, I would probably be a baker or road worker by now. She switched schools for some supreme Japanese-Polish uni that has 400% more demanding curriculum and costs like 10k per year, and she's STILL thriving like a motherfucking dandelion on an asphalt desert.
Now she's gone and I don't even have a friend to study with. I tried finding somebody, but it went horribly (on both ends).
She did visit my city like a week ago and we had few hour meeting, it was very nice but I doubt there are a lot of people that could handle me, but then again - there aren't many that can handle her as well, probably and I don't feel like one, she scares me at times.
If anybody I know that could identify me, were to find this thread, I would probably be all sorts of fucked up, since I mostly use Internet to whine so that I don't do that irl (also it's just so much fun lmao)
