That's racist and you need to seek help. Deradicalize NOW and come back to the embrace of humanity.
https://lulz.com/lesser-known-signs-of-radicalization-far-right-extremism/Any combination of two or more of these warning signs means you are barrelling headlong down a right-wing extremism rabbit hole that ends with you serving multiple lifetimes in prison. This is serious. Do your part to end racism, and seek deradicalization help now:
Educate Against Hate
https://educateagainsthate.com/Southern Poverty Law Center -
https://www.splcenter.org/If the above resources fail, do the right thing and turn yourself in:
FBI Submit a Tip (1-800-CALLFBI) -
https://www.fbi.gov/tips 
