>>17049921Had a weird dream the other night but I wasn't really sleeping. It was me asking a normie str8 guy on this board for help with my gf problems, and it wasn't actually happening but still maintained a daydream vibe. Also this is why I hate being poor, it's hard to justify getting back to my roots and being a cute object or toy to serve as male fleshlight toy kinda hole... I grew up mostly learning about sex through the internet but NVR actually did much unlike my gf, who needs me desparately to get sober but i keep relapsing ...
Any way somebody wants to be my relationship counselor? It can be professional, even like kinda edgy by nature in some ways, but hey. At least I'm offering
Meth life coach irl who would visit for the chance to also have cis fem gf Join us? I am tired of drugs but sometimes I am wanking off beside her with my future girldick above her face, thinking about how stoked i am
Even though it's meth induced. She wakes up in 1 1/2 hours for work, so
Lmk if you want us to makes a discord login, thinking abt a room where my gf and her new friend from online could fuck and I could be turned into a pretty girl like her to show her the ways that a sub who needs degrading and surrender of themselves for sexual satisfaction,
Like I can show better than I can tell
But my drugged up energy is fleeting
So hopefully I didn't wait too
Long
It would be cool to do stuff irl as a female sex object but need advice and help getting off the meth first. Please please
I'm really nice and I don't have much except a open mind and a need to be used or abused by males. Meth is such a terrible drug, I almost crossed the line and woke my gf up with girl dick just now, even...
I don't wanna waste time not being utilized for a friends personal pleasure tho, I just wish I could be opt9mized and conditioned to overcome substance use problems. Idc what the consequence is. I would be so stoked to know that my role as father could be redeemed thru a mentorship.
