>>17889878I can't... not love her... and maybe that's okay?
And I can't be with her... but maybe that's not something to be sad about?
And maybe it's difficult in life, talking about a cartoon dog online alot...but maybe I'm just not mature enough to not do that.
And maybe I don't need to try and force maturity.
Maybe I don't need to force the wound shut just yet.
I think I'll be just fine. I think I've learned something...
Do you remember reaching for something taller than you, when you were a child? You couldn't get it, and it upset you.
You wished and wished that you could be bigger. Maybe you thought you weren't big enough.
But the child needs to grow slowly so that it understands it's capabilities and power, so that by the time it is a man, it knows just what it can and can't do,
And maybe I'm not so different from the child reaching for something taller than me.
Loona a cute.
