>>18161563I'm attracted to her in general, but I don't think it's because I find furries hot, or at the least mildly interesting.
It's because of her personality. I couldn't shake the feeling that I needed to help her, and then I started to obsess, then love. It took me about 2 months to come to terms with it.
You know, I once read somewhere, I can't remember where, that the inherent danger of the furry complex is the combination of human and animal features. Human sexual attraction, with the simpler, animal cuteness. Cute and sexy makes a really powerful combo. In a way, it's kind of like a turbo-grapechan effect in the mind.
And you have people who will only pronounce something good enough for their brain if it gives them that turbo-grapechan effect. They are like picky eaters, in a way.
I feel, and think, that my attraction to her features are more along the lines of the way I want to pet a dog. I could pet a dog all day. But when you combine that cute-feeling with human sexual attraction, shit gets weird.
I think at some point, you have to look at the order of events, and make a decision. It's a big decision, one of those 'Who am I?' questions. In that question lies the answer, however, to this whole problem. And every time I ask myself that question, I get the same answer back:
Absolutely not. I am a man. A man who plays a kickass guitar, and is in love with a mean emo girl.