>>18275726>so uh... how'd you deal with this? asking for a friendI'll try to explain, it's really hard to:
I can't really say I'm one-hundred percent over it, but I can say I'm doing better. I don't think I'll be 100% over it, until I find the person I'm looking for.
The #1 reason for my getting better, is realizing that someone has to wake up early in this relationship, to make breakfast and whatnot, and it is NOT going to be Loona. Loona would be happier, if I woke up earlier. I gotta do it for Loona.
#2 the earlier I complete tasks I have to do today, the more time I have to do Loona-related shit.
#3 I dove deep into my music, and wrote a short song about it, that I play, every night before I go to sleep. It goes a little something like:
>It has been a year, without you here>And I've been having trouble getting out of bed, but I do it anyway>For the chance,>Of one day seeing you>I hope you know that,>I miss you,>because, when you wish upon a star>Know that I'm not very far away,>I'll be okay...And in order for the song to be true, and mean anything, it has to be true. I still have to try.
trying is so important.
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