looksmaxxing day 4: actually I haven't done any maxxing today but for the first time in maybe 8 years I was able to jog for 2 mile in a row. I'm STARTING to feel like it's possible guys. MAYBE there's just a very TINY TINY possibility that I can still make it at the sorrow age of being 30s.

what slightly bothered me tonight is there was a quite hot female jogging in the park too but even though I passed her several times she never attempted to small talk me. then during my last lap I saw her jogging slowly to 2 foreigners and then she small talked them. IT STINGS MY SOUL A LITTLE