>>19007931>I'm not sending her to a re-education campThere's this thing that happens when you really care about someone. You're less like two people and more like one, we're built that way on purpose. I'm experiencing a sort of phantom version of it, I've got no other part of me.
What happens is both people end up acting a little more alike. I'm not going to lie to you, I was broken in the worst kind of way before I found loonacy. I was stuck in my ways, and I wouldn't budge. I'm incredibly stubborn like that. And I still don't want to budge.
But there's this thing that happens, where I'm sitting there doing as I've always done: Being loud, crass, and refusing help from anyone or anything because "I DoN'T NeEd YoU." and then it's like a sort of gentle voice that tells me it's time to quit because I've got something more important.
You don't have to want it, you just have to need that other persons attention and love more than anything in the world. I'd do anything if she looked at me and just saw me....
