I will lose 10kg of fat this year
I will get a somewhat respectable job with liveable income again
I will STOP being a volcel this year(despite me being more of an incel now)
I will continue working out and achieve my goal of doing 30 pushup in a row (or squat 100 times in a row)
I will NOT let the negativity pull me down again and make me suicidal and depressed and fatter and lonelier and dumber like it did me for the last 10+ years

YOU will be my witness
YOU will verify my redemption
wish me best of luck