>>19343132>my body dying faster than the cancer cells decided thatAnon...
Cancer treatment feels like literal death. The strength falls to zero. The will to live falls to zero. But you have to persist.
Do you really want to talk about toasts instead of fighting for more to this life? You could reach the depth of abyss and climb out to see the world in a different light. You could go old, high on meds, and become a burden for the system like a boomer, and say: "not my problem" while the next generation strugles to pay the oxygen™ tax..
I am trying to motivate you, but if I continue thinking of reasons to live, I might lose the little will I have left. This timeline is sh#t...
But maybe it changes...
Maybe the aliens come to blow us up with sci fi weapons. That's way cooler than dying of cancer. Don't you want to get blown up by aliens together? We could count down when the mothership charges the plasma, like it was new year. 3! 2! 1! ... 1! ... 1? ... 1 ... 1BOOOM!!!
