you ever have dreams where you have superpowers, and then you wake up and feel disappointed that the powers are gone?

that's how i feel when i look back on when i had shrinking potions. i had so much fun with those. best months of my life. then the time police took them, and without the time gem they also took i cant even follow them through the time gate. now im stuck in this cursed timeline without shrinking potions forever. its fucking over