Why does god exist I hate him so much and I resent my mum for having a child when she was to old because now she’s always unhappy & stressed. Having a child with special needs is hell, and is the singular reason I don’t believe in god. My mother doesn’t deserve the stress he puts her through, I know it’s not his fault but why does a god do things like this. Every day I wish he would just get hit by a car and die a quick and painless death and everyone would be happier. But that won’t happen, and then what happens when she can no longer look after him