>>20331031i mean, tobacco is always an option, and maybe you can grow your own stash, or order it online from the onion shop, but maybe substances won't do much. there is always the opportunity to get high on life, listen to good music, enjoy good company, lose yourself in nature, anything you fancy. something i do is feed the birds because i'm rather lonely, and appreciate their company. maybe it seems tough, but maybe you also could've just waken up on the wrong side of the bed and haven't given the day ahead of you a proper chance. you never know, emotions are blinding at times.