>>3359751Ya know whenever I feel lonely, even though I'm surrounded by family and friends all the time, or feel the fear of me not being enough I just distract myself. Listening to music, a pod cast, watching something, talk to myself or just make noice.
I just need something to listen to. Cuz if I listen to the silence I start hearing the ringing and I get restless.
And when I get like that I start thinking and it just goes down hill.
Just a few days ago I broke down Cuz I was reminded about my dyslexia and how I could not keep up with my classmates even though I'm doing very well in school.
I donno...
