>>4651193I will make this short:
This was a very long time ago. After primal school, I joined "gimnazjum". It was for me really a strange environment, I felt lost and didn't know how to function, with made me seem like a strange person, class treated me blankly and I made some bullies. It was for me really hardest time I had in my life. hard to say for me if I had some kind of depression because I didn't felt anything like killing my self. I didn't know what to do. Parents, teachers, the psychologist didn't help. Made me felt bad. After some long time, like you had this moment in your life, something happened, I understand, the problem is not simply me I am loser or anything, but rather I am not doing anything about it, I don't make a change, that I just run away from it. So I decided enough to stop being a lazy fag and put some dedication. I had somewhere to start so first problem was me being weak physically, gym time. It was first for me neutral, but it started to like it and even doing a workout (gym is the best thing in the world btw), I realized at this moment that I actualy "can", later start more socialize with classmates, be more active, with the result was good they see me as an interesting person (but it was hard), only what was left was bullies, I didn't care really about that but one day guy started really insulting me about my parents with made me mad I got in fight, we have not ended with bruises, but I showed some attitude, them seem it's not safe to bulli me so they went search for anothers to agonize. That day I felt this was a day of my rebirth. And well...this was my moment, made me really happy about my self. To be honest, if i didn't experience this stuff i probably would be able to survive, it was biggest lesson for me in my life, and after I was a just generic happy guy.
