>>5430883>>5430898Yeah I guess it's a little gay
>>5430909I mean that's a loaded question. Yes I find girls attractive, if they are hot I get nervous around them and stuff. However, I crave intimacy and affection from a guy. I don't really know where I fit in, maybe bisexual? All I know is that I'm not looking to date women anymore, I've lost pretty much all interest in them. Once in a blue moon I'll find myself infatuated with a girl, but there is something about the thought of hearing a guy say that he loves me, the thrill of kissing him, the thought of him tightly embracing me that just excites me so much more than the idea of any heterosexual relationship. I've met legit 10/10 of girls and I just have no desire to have a romantic or sexual relationship with them, but I still find them attractive, but I get no excitement from the thought of kissing them or anything. Meanwhile when I see a hot guy the thought of him holding me, kissing me, going on dates, and spending time together makes me feel warm and happy inside.
Like I didn't understand why people liked kissing until I pictured doing it with a guy after I kissed a girl. Stuff like this gif makes me feel really happy for some reason. So idk I guess I might be gay, I've been stuck on this question for a long time.
