>>8082426> are you ok anon?No, not really. Besides the guy I like ignoring me for nearly a month now, I am very lonely with only one friend and I'm afraid I might be missing out on life. I'm usually a happy person but lately I can't shake that fear. Also, I'm worried that I won't be able to find a descent job with only an AA degree and my SAT/ ACT scores are too low, I don't know any foreign languages, and am awful at math so I have low chances of getting into a public university. Plus, even if I could, there's nothing lucrative that I am good enough at or passionate enough about for me to major in. English and communications are the only things I'm descent enough at but they arent very lucrative degrees. I am thinking about private college but that's really expensive, a semester costs my dad's yearly salary. I just feel so worthless and inadequate. I used to be happy just being myself and not caring what others thought but now others' thoughts overwelm me. I'll probably feel fine later when my period is over and when I'm in a better mood but I know that a part of my carefree attitude and innocence is gone forever.
