Sometimes I would want to hold responsibility which negligence could bring harm to the others. Just for a day or two, something with a "must" and "stake".
Especially in those days, when nothing really seems to make sense anymore, when food is pointless and everything you ever cared about just kinda.. doesn't seem as it was ever important.
I would want to have a meaning, just for a day or two. One that would forever promise me, that as long as I go with it's path, no matter what I will chose today or tomorrow, next week will always make sense.
Because there are days just like this.
Not happy ones.
Nor really sad in general.
Just an existing few.
And who knows how bad those sad ones really are..

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