>>9789222It's ok to don't like how you look like, and you will get around it someday.
You may find white people aesthetically pleasing, but keep in mind that the concept of beauty is highly volatile and can be easily influenced. You probably got your appreciation for the white phenotype thanks to the repetition and reinforcement of white being the norm by media, i don't know how Japanese culture works, but my understanding is that it is largely influenced by US culture and trends.
It's funny to think about you wanting to be white while here in the Occident there's a growing interest in the Asian phenotype due to K-pop popularization. If you look decent enough for the Japanese standards its probable you would look decent enough to ocidental people, and you would look even better to people that appreciate the Asian look.
And of course there's the people in this site, if you feel bad because of them bragging about being white, just know one thing:
Anon, you really don't want to look like people here.
