>>2746970I don't know, I've been lost for quite a time, I've endured pain since I was little, submitted by a lot of things I did not like and left a huge scar. Last month I snapped and lost all my friends. I have no one to talk with, no one to laugh with and no one to joke with. Almost everyday I cry before sleeping beecause the pain hurts. I always feel lonely on my birthday and today is being the worst of all.
I have no one to blame except me and only me. I'm scared. The future looks scary and grim and who knows what will happen to me once my parents die. If I'm experienced despair every day, night and afternoon I don't even want to know how it'll be when I'll be truly alone.
Sorry for being like this. I just don't have anyone else to cry to since I don't want to give my family any more worriess with my patheticness. Thank you for coming by the way. I'm at least glad there are people who are not suffering like me.
