>>4327623>>4327626I'm too tired today to do a full-on blogpost, lord knows I've already done enough in the past threads. Basically, I have similar tendencies to Asuka with regards to wanting approval from others and hating yourself for failing to achieve anything less than perfection. Growing up I also wanted to be treated as an adult instead of a kid, and I felt like I always needed to be the best at whatever I did just to prove that I'm valuable. Eva kind of helped me process a lot of stuff since I watched it at a lower point in my life.