>>2123659Maybe not a nice steak, but the rest sure.
I don't think Rei is unconscious about her humanity, she just sees no reason to live any other way. There's certainly no incentive.
Rei enjoying a normal life is also difficult because firstly she doesn't want to live that much. If she were indeed free, she might end herself to attain that nothingness she wanted, although she did have doubts about it in the end, so I take that as a hope that Rei can choose life.