>>3858203>>3858205These last two hit me. That'll sound pompous (but that's okay since I'm a pretentious piece of shit), but I can become profficient at most things if I put my "mind" to it, and have trophees and skills I could brag off.
The other side of this coin is that I only really did this for the attention of someone. I'm depictable and wish I'd drop dead already. Fuck myself.