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I can also say that I am jealous that you can make commissions to your waifus, and I what? I only ordered a cup of coffee with her image because I did not have enough for a commission, according to me, the cup was for our anniversary but I could not celebrate it because of the beginning of my emotional crisis with her, currently my cup and a feeling of joy with melancholy mixed ran in my body and that is why I am writing now.
I want to get back on thread with her, I want to write for her, I want to feel that feeling of nerves and energy again when she sees vel, not another anime girl, however, I can't help but feel hypocritical for not doing the effort For her more than just this, I can't help but feel like shit when the above happens and I can't help but feel guilty for ignoring her all day.