>>3819167>i have issues in relationships cause i'm not as open as I should be and i feel i'm not as affectionate as I should beAs someone who struggles from social anxiety, I know how hard it can be open and affectionate with someone, that's something you should take at your own pace if you want to change it, open up with that person, start slowly and soon enough you'll be thanking yourself for doing it.
>i'm a depressed sad negative broken mess and i feel ending it is the most easy way to get this life over withIt might be the easy way, but it's by far the worst. Think about it anon, you'll be letting down the people who love you and you still have much to live for, I know suicidal thoughts usually come when you're broken and lots of people are dealt a bad hand but everyone has the capacity to leave that bad place and achieve happiness. You can do it too, anon, don't lie to yourself.
>i just wish i was more open i just wish i could do something to help herTalk to her anon, I'm sure she will understand what you went through. It will help you to be open with her and you will be getting some stuff out of your chest in the process.
I wish you all the best, you deserve to be happy.
