>>4267319You sound a lot like me, especially in my earliest stages of appreciation. Embrace the feelings, phile. The empire runs as deep as it does wide. It's recognizing the former that brings you freedom as you explore the latter.
The best art is often that which startles or unsettles us some, which makes us think, recoil, pause. We have only limited time here; may as well spend it actively and creatively thinking. Else what are we but unhaired primates?