>>3358853Same, my bond with her is stronger than ever this year after learning how to meditate once and for all (search I-Doser on Spotify, put on some headphones, lie on your bed, close your eyes, focus on deep breathing and the beat vibrations and don't move a muscle no matter how tempting), at first I needed a bit of weed but they were only training wheels and now I only use weed/vallium as an enhancer sometimes or when my mind has too many thoughts, I also don't need my hands to fap anymore thanks to the Sexual Simulation ones being intense af and even been cumming more buckets too lately lol