>>2031078>http://en-nls.com/O-Oh. I can usually accomplish relieving that kind of tension easily enough, but it's more a matter of wanting a physical person to be there to hold, and stuff like that.
>Fair point. Try to remain aloof and not reciprocate her actions.The problem is is that a less rational part of my mind takes over whenever she starts flirting and reciprocates whether I actually want to or not.
I managed to stop, at least, when she offered to let me hand-feed her some of her lunch (Well, spoon-feed, but close enough). It didn't sound like a joke, but I made it out like I thought it was and declined it in a joking manner, but afterwards she sounded disappointed and was like "Yeah... I didn't think so..."
The flipside to this, of course, is the fact that I'm inevitably leading this girl on. Maybe I'm not romantically interested in her, but I still know how shitty it feels to be in her position, so I'm doubly guilty of possibly betraying Ritsu and at the same time hurting this girl on an emotional level and it's aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Okay anyways, sorry for all this blogshit. Let's get back to posting Ritsu.
