>>3911655With other series that had bad endings I could usually either just laugh at it, or at least still be able to enjoy the rest of the series before it got bad. I can't even imagine rereading this series. I won't be able to read the beginning of the series and think it's about perseverance, finding beauty in a cruel world, sacrifice not being in vain, or any of that. It's about the literal opposite. Nihilistic garbage. Everything that I liked about Mikasa just makes it all even more sickening in retrospect. It's all setup for a disgusting NTR punchline.
It's so sad that a character who used to bring me so much comfort now makes me actually nauseous to look at. I've felt sick for days now. I'm not even sure deleting everything related to the series and never touching it again is enough. I started following the series almost a decade ago. There were a few years where I was too busy for any of this and didnt keep up with the series but I would still think about her from time to time. I've never cared about a character that way before. That's what got me back into the series in the first place. I hope this time I can just forget it all for good.
I'm sorry. And sorry for the novel. I get what you mean but I'm just torturing myself at this point. I'm deleting everything after this post.
