>>3582910I'm not going to convince you to do anything. Everything you do is your choice.
If you've already made up your mind, and you are Absolutely sure you want to do it.
Don't check out of this world quietly. Don't be nothing more than scribbles in the sand. Don't go out with a whimper.
Once you have accepted death, you are Truly Free. You have a year to decide what to do, What you do is up to you.
Do Not go gentle into that good Night, Rage against the dying of the light.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESWzPhZWYeI 