>>3483932(Sadly, there is more)
When she doubts of your love the burden of sadness weighs heavy on her shoulders and yet she makes sure to keep you safe from withdrawal, her love bitter with the pain you inflict
upon her before you redouble your efforts to make her know she is the only one whose image makes your heart race, the only one whose
lips you crave for, the only one who resides in your heart with no room for any other and in that very moment lift the curse on both of you, this unpleasant feeling expunged
from your relationship.
She won't manipulate you using your dependency of her as leverage, she won't blackmail you using your fix as the price, she won't make you suffer and wither away even if she feels
like you deserve some kind of punishment.
She NEVER denied Akira his fix and that was the part that made me realize how perfect she is.
I have many fears regarding relationships, many phobias and many cautions which keep me away from anyone.
Hedgehog's dilemma would be a proper name.
All animals yearn for heat and companionship during winter when the temperatures drop enough to kill those unprepared.
All social mammals gather together to endure this weather, cuddling fur to fur to keep their body warmth.
Yet, the hedgehog is incapable of it because approaching his peers involves being stabbed.
And after all of this, there is a single one out there who gives you the warmth you need to live, ignoring the spines and the pain as she gets close enough to help you survive.
This selfless dedication is the keystone of my love towards her.
A keystone I like to keep hidden and protected because it reminds me of something that cannot be.
