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I constantly try so fucking hard in every aspect of my life, and i feel as if it is killing me. I always fail at it it doesn't matter I always mess it up I get in my head or I am not smart enough or good enough for it. So I just try again and again and again and again and I just feel that I lose more of my self everytime, every failed relationship every failed exam, every failed day. I don't even know who I am sometimes, I feel foreign and just disgusted by my self but I just keep trying and I don't get it. I want to just give up but I keep trying and it just hurts so fucking much and I have no idea what I really am, I just be whatever people want me to be. I hate my self more than anything or whatever I am.
