>>3494699Don't wait on my account, besides my written Japanese is so bad it probably wouldn't convey my intentions even if someone on their staff bothered to read some Gaijin email.
>>3494729>victim of the bottleDon't worry it's been this way for years now. I don't know how long I am on this planet but I've accepted how it is.
>wallpaperBoth lockscreen and homescreen on my phone are of her. Here's the lockscreen image.
>special dayNot in particular but I've singled out two time periods that I fully dedicate towards her. Some weekend in mid-June near my birthday and some weekend in mid-December near the release date of her novels I do my bi-annual rereads. I set aside as much time as possible and read her novel and fall into the oblivion that is my love for her. it often involves vodka and green jello and candles and mental scarring. Fun times.
>merchI feel blessed here. I own a figure of her that is beautiful and I've been gifted a wall scroll of her. I have a porcelain cup my friend painted to look like her dress. I have a picture of her I carry in my wallet. I have a calendar gifted to me from an anon one year for /a/'s secret santa that was a beautiful vista of Hawaii's landmarks with stickers of Saya on each page. I thought that was an excellent idea so now I print stickers of her to adorn my calendar and will continue to do so. I also have a pen with a picture of her wrapped on the inside that gives me luck when I write with it. I also own the light novel adaption of the VN. And I plan to collect more and more so much I'm gonna need a full room to properly display my shrine to her.