>>3486094We got separate reports with each report every year about our behavior during school and some personal info. According to this, I haven't changed very much since my childhood. The teachers always complained how I wanted to be alone, didn't participated in anything or got angry over silly things. I lost my last friend after school, that was 20 years ago. Tried to commit suicide back then and went to therapy for another few years. Still, I miss those times, since I was full of emotions and eager for any change. Nowadays I can waste entire weeks on the pc while my coworkers and family are avoiding me as much as possible. I'm 36 now, couldn't achieve anything and be scared of every new day.
