>>2657299It sort of is weird, because why would Rei kiss you at all? Really?
But it can pass as dreaming of a crush, because dreams are dreams. It's not about lack of control, but it's the fact that you are in love with Rei and desire to kiss her.
It's an easy to understand dream, Rei is constantly hurt or abused like
>>2657300points out, which would be reflected in the dream.