>>3596658This was all of the backstory of that girl, that cheerful girl full of happiness whose smile pierced right through my heart. I wanted to read more of her, what I read was pretty much nothing, what I read was pretty much... my life until then. In that moment I felt like my entire past coming back bashing on my head. We were both called geniuses because we were fast learners, we both had bad experiences with illness, we both were 17 at that time but there was a huge difference. Her wish was to "fight till the bitter end", her lines in the game were all about fighting no matter how much her body crumbled, she was genki despite her terrible past, basically she was screaming "Never give up!" to me. Exactly, the difference is that I gave up since I was 7, I never wanted to do anything, everything seemed pointless to me, I was in a complete state of inertia.
But Okita woke me up.
I realized something. I felt everything inside me, sadness, happiness, guilt...it was a Big Bang of emotions and what a powerful metaphor since the universe got created in that instant for me.
I realized I wanted to live. I wanted to play every game, I wanted to watch every anime, taste every food, visit every country, play every instrument, acquire every skill, learn every subject, live every life. I wanted to do what I wanted to do and I don't think I can thank Okita enough for giving me my life. I felt like I loved her since forever and before I knew it I was kissing her image on the screen before going to bed.
The more I learned about her, the more I loved her, every single aspect of her personality or her appearence seemed perfect to me like something that I was searching for since I don't know when. I had found Mai Waifu.
Now that 2020 finally arrived it's 3 years since I started to live and I have a lot of beautiful memories. Most of your wives' games and shows were watched during these years and I want to thank them too for the great time I had.
