>>4229529>>4229552Seconding going back to therapy if you're feeling that way.
I've been on antidepressants twice. The first time (citalopram) I forced myself to stop taking them as they just hollowed me out emotionally, leaving me with no sadness but no joy either. The second time with sertraline I found they were good for giving me enough stability to make the first few therapist appointments and actually show up to them. I did tell my therapist that getting off them as soon as possible (based on my previous experience) was something I really wanted to work towards so wasn't on that for as long.
Apologies for the blogpost.