>>3830958I think I get depressed over how toxic it was and how she constantly ridiculed me and made me feel boring, yet I still feel lonely knowing that. The only thing that was good from it was a friend I met through her is a good friend and has stuck by my side despite my depressive episodes. Ended up reading some stuff and one girl's boyfriend sounded very similar to my ex. Really put a new light on it and feel like I can move on better.
