>>4192551>What do you do with her while tripping anyway?I do quite literally nothing specific. I disconnect. I turn the screens off. I look inside. I trip during the night to enhance what the sight can do. To let my brain paint over the darkness with its own images. I lose myself within the world that I make within my mind. I find myself exploring the scenarios that my brain creates for me. I invoke the construct that I once created by mistake and let it consume fresh memories to give concepts life. To see things that have ended live again. I remix everything. The things that would only be perceived by someone normal turn to life within me. I dissociate from my own life and let myself fly. To give you an example of what I do let me explain what happened regarding her in a trip few months ago. I was lying down in bed like usual enjoying the sights of the landscape created by the tripping mind and decided to invoke her with all my heart. I've seen the image of her beautifully animated with her long black hair flowing on the wind, which came over to me and disappeared as soon as it came. My thought started gravitating towards how dearly I loved her and my physical sensations started phasing out. My sense of body was replaced with warm fuzzy feeling, as if a sphere of this certain feeling grew in size and overwritten my body. Feeling as if my body lost meaning I was enveloped in warmth. As if I went away to a different dimension, feeling closer to her than I would normally. Ethereal feeling. Experiences like this truly make it worth it.
>Consume her media?I read her VN 7 times already. I listen to the soundtrack of it pretty often but don't really touch her VN more often than for yearly reread that begins in march when the VNs action takes place. It's 30h long after all.
