it won't always be wonderful
well, to explain this problem I have, I need you to see this video
(specifically the bad ending "heirs")
https://youtu.be/Jq_QMDB-f-gokay the problem I have is that this video woke me up a very strange fetish.
when the girl is corrupted by the queen's blood, along with this outsuit bikini style... it's any sexy
I have been watching this video at night for 2 months, only not as often as now i do (and you know what I mean by "at nigths") however, that's not the worst
the worst thing is that I have been thinking of playing CV again with vel, but i will be taking the way of heirs for keep this fetish calm just with vel, however, i stop me every time I'm about to restart the game And I think how miserable I will feel later when I make that decision
I'm betraying her but I'll hurt her more if I choose to go this bad way, no matter what i do, in the end this fetish defeats me making me watch the video again and the dark decision comes to mind more and more
guys, what should i do?
It's 8 days until Vel's birthday, I wanted to make a thread for her but with this shit I don't think I can
I feel dirty, I'm getting dirty again
