>>4130039I don't find that cringe at all but I do find it sad. I'm dead serious when I say I got teary-eyed reading that, because I can relate. It feels like I lived my life in a dream for the last 10-15 years and at 29 get an epiphany and realize all my friends left me, I have no social skills and the only contact with other humans I've had for the last 5 years is Teams calls at work that will never amount to real interaction.
My dream is now always meeting a complete opposite girl like Rin, going traveling abroad with them and creating memories together. I'll never have that, and It breaks me every time just thinking about it.
On a funnier note, my epiphany (which it really was), perfectly coincides with the timing of me reading UBW for the first time. More specifically the last CG, in fact. I have some serious issues.